I don't know.

Why is that when people attack others and make them feel bad about something that is completely the attacker's fault, some attackees feel the need to bring the hurt onto themselves and feel bad about it?

I want to give up, but seem to not be able to. Some people just don't deserve to be treated like crap. 

Feeling Small

Ever feel so small and insignificant? Yeah me too. I keep wondering how I can fix this blah feeling I am having. I looked today at the Peace Corps and Teach for America. I'm to chicken to actually apply, I think. I think I'm too chicken to do a lot of things. I think I need somebody to syringe me with some passion, because right now, I'm all drained out.